Window to the soul

They says eyes are the windows to the soul
But girl I think you should know
That your dark alluring eyes
Have been compromised
And that you kisses let me know

Your eyes may tell me to go
But your hands are begging me to stay
Your heart beats faster
While your breath stays even
Trust me baby I'm not ever leaving

They say eyes are the windows to the soul
But then again what do they know
I've never loved another like you
Lost in love never knowing what to do

No matter the distance
The time or the places
Nothing will ever fill this hole
Because baby I know
Your eyes will always see to my soul

Is there ever an easy path?

I feel like no matter what path I take, I'm screwed. If I try to reach out, I fear she will run instead of realizing who we are and what we could be.

If I say nothing then I just keep everything inside me and honestly it hurts.

If I flat out ignore that I need and want her in my life, then I am doing us both the biggest disservice of all and I don't want her to think that I don't care.

It's truly terrifying trying to figure out what is best. I know with every fiber of my being that she belongs in my life. There is a hole that only she can fill.

Why is nothing ever easy? Yes I know the things/people worth fighting for are never easy, but for once I wish it would be. A sign, her coming to me, a mutual hope. Something.